The Ice Den

the pup you have is Dustey...

-hears what frost said and it registers-

She...found...someone...*sobbs uncontrolably* How DID she get rabies???


-crying- No...no no no no no.....*nuzzles pups* Must forget....must forget...

*goes over to Xan taking Dustey with him*
It is okay.
She is happy.
*watches starwalker leave*
What gave it to her I don't know.
Bad blood maybe.

*after a few moments he leaves*

-wakes up-

*sighs*

My thoughts are troubled....

Sye has sooooo much potential...I can sense it...he could be so much more than a bloodwolf. But if thats all he wants to be...I wont push it...I wont judge him....
I wish Cy were here.....

I am so glad Noland can speak and play now.... Tala is so thrilled....

-smiles-

*pads into den quietly, holding Kolli by the scruff*
Silly girl, stay in the den, you scared daddy.
*whispers*
Shh, I think mommy is sleeping.
*puts Kolli down by her siblings, lies next to Xan*
*quietly*
Hi beautiful.

*peeks in and nudges Kolli with his nose*
She's the cutest, Cyro. I'll watch her if you ever need sleepy time...
But I guess you do now. I'll leave.
*leaves the den to go search for Shadow...*

-stirs- Mmmm....Oh! Cy! -licks muzzle-

I love you...

Our pups are so beautiful...

We did well -laughs-

*licks muzzle back*
AsI love you.
*smiles fondly at the pups*
They are beautiful. Just like their mother.

-smiles-

And the males are going to grow up strong and handsome...

Just like their daddy...

I wonder what their powers are....-thinks-

*sighs* We will find out in time.

We will.
*grns widely*
Hopefully they'll be as talented as their mom.
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-smiles back- Oh stop... you too! You are extremely talented as well

*kisses*

I am lucky to have you -leans against him-

-sighs- My four pups.

So little, yet so important.

Little Frost, the silver male, Dustey, the grey male, Kolli, the grey/black female and De'on, the white male.

And then there is Noland. My adoptive son -smiles- I love them all.

*comes in* hi Xan!

will you keep me company? im dreadfully bored and Kollier has been gone for days...

awww you beautiful children...

Cyro's been gone too.....

I would love the company! So tell me, whats going on in the outside world?

not much. just normal pack life. I miss Kollier.

do you need anything?

and can i ask you something?

No...I doing pretty well...

What is it Dustie? -worried face-

no, its not bad, just wondering.

how did it feel...you know..having pups and being pregnant? and being a mother now?

Well... to tell the truth, its a wonderful feeling. Knowing that you have new lives inside of your. Your soulmates children.

To know that you are nuturing and protecting something.

And then, to watch them play and learn. Its a wonderful thing.

I just wish Cyro were around more...but he has to take care of stuff so I am supportive and I understand -sighs and shrugs-

But that doesn't change the fact that I love him and I mother his pups -smiles-

*stands at entrace*
Xan?
Firedust?
Can I come in?
*waits at door for answer*
I want to see Dusty.
Dusty and I have a conection for some reason.

-grins widely- Sure! Of course!

My boy Dustey really missed you! -laughs-

You are really good with pups for a young male -smiles at Sye-

...that sounds so great.....*smiles widly*

hi Sye! come in!

-smiles- Dustie and I were talking about family.

Would you ever want to have a family someday?

*comes in*
Thanks Xan.
*lays down next to Dusty*
I don't know what it is.
Dusty just seems to get me. I get him.
I don't know.

I haven't always been this way but when I saw them I just knew something.
When I'm around them things are better.
I'm not a bloodpaw.

A family.
Maybe. But I haven't found that someone yet.
And even if I did I would be scared.
I don't want to pass on being a bloodpaw.

Yes, i think when he grows up you will be his mentor -smiles-

And if your children turn out anything like you, I am sure they will be fine.


Its all in the raising -laughs-

awwwwwww....

*cuddles Kolli*


i don't know about EXTENDING the famly yet. i'm confussed on that and Kollier hasnt said anything soo....

*looks at Dusty*
Me a Mentor?
That is something right there.
I like that.

*looks back at Xan*
I guess it is all in the raising.
*yawns*
*curls up next to Dusty*
*falls asleep*