The new start

*tackles Zora*
I missed you!
*licks cheek*
I can't believe I'm a star wolf now.
*bounces around leaving a trail of star dust*
I feel so alive.

I know I missed you too.
I'm glad the star wolves granted you the ability to stay here and watch over you pack.
Damon didn't get that lucky but that is why I am here.
I'm finally a Alpha.

Yes you are.
I hope the pack welcomes you.
*licks*

*pins to ground*
I love you.
Now would you mind if the pack joined?
I need your answer Kyla.

No I think that would be best really.
I like that idea.
Chaos in cahrge?

Yes and us too.
We would be more of gaurdinans.

I love it.
*curls up next to her*

*pads in*
Zora.
Have you seen Ash or Wind?
I think they should know about this.
It could help.

*stary*
I know.
*looks up at sky*
*jumps up into the sky*
We all should have known.
I think they only one that is okay with it is Kyla.
It is like she knew

*jumps up into the sky*
I did know.
I knew it would happen sooner or later.
She is our Alpha and she can control it.
She was the first.
*stands on cloud*
Zora calm down.
You always did have a short temeper.
*laughs then runs off*
Come on and get me.

*laughs*
Yes let's have fun
*chaces*
*tackles her*
I missed you.

*keeps thinking about Chaos*
Kyla I may have done to much.
Why do I feel so let down?
I mean I thought she wouldn't
*passes*
I....I'll be back.
I have to say something to her.
*leaves*
*Kyla is smiling as he does.*

*sits on edge of Chaos place*
Best not to enter.
She will come when she is ready.
*lays down and waits for her*

*coming down the path, sees Kyla and Zora sitting there*
What are you doing up here?
this path is really well hidden, how did they find it?

*layind down*
I'm alone Chaos.
Zora is else where.
And I found it becasue I was in the sky.
That sounds funny....

Now what I'm doing here.
I know what Zora said must have hurt you.
But if you had doubts about yourself don't.
Why do you think I left my pack in your care?

I've never been good at Alpha, I'm imature, violent, and riumare. I really didnt know why you put your pack in my care.
*sits in front of Kyla*
I wonder why I became Alpha in the first place, but then I remember what I did, and why I became Alpha because of it.

So basicly you doubt yourself.
Well don't.
To me you are a great alpha and always have been.
I would find myself looking at the way you run your pack and wonder if I was in the right place.
I know what you are. I saw that for myself last night.
I saw power, pain, love.
*softly*
I put them in your care becasue I trust you.

I don't know much of your story.
Do you mind telling me how you became Alpha?
If you don't know mine I'll tell you.

*is unsure how to respond*
.......................................

I never knew which pack I originally came from, but when I had been abandoned, another pack came across me, they took me in. The Alpha's only son was a bit older than me, and he took much intrest in me, he was like my older brother, but I loved him. When his father stepped down from the position of Alpha because he was old and sick, and couldnt lead the pack, he stepped up into the position, and revealing that he had always loved me as well, took me as his mate. Thats about when my riumare power fully came in. He tried helping me to control it,but I ended up.....killing him. I kept my position as Alpha, and led the pack on my own, instead of taking another mate.

*closes eyes*
I understand.
Not taking another mate is something I get.
Would you like to know more about my story?
Why I'm with Zora now insted of Damon.

I would like to hear, but I have a question.

You saw him last night didn't you? The light wolf. Do you know what he is?

I did see him.
The best answer I can give you is a wolf from your past.
But I'm not really sure what his is to be exact.

*looks up at Chaos*
I started out wit hat pack. I have vage memories of them. Zora was from my old pack. He was like my older brother. Casca, my father, called me the dreamer. That was the one thing I remember. I would dream and talk to the stars. I was the littlest and to them the strangest. One night a lot of riumare wolves came and attacked. We wern't ready. Casca was with me and Zora in his den. Three riumare wolves came in and I watched the darkness in thier eyes. I watched them kill Casca. Zora started to fight them. I was in the corner watching the others. That was when it started to rain. The blood soked wolves ran from the rain. All but one did anyway. I remeber that one. Zora was dead. My father was dead. That one wolf was still there looking at me. He stayed with me untill Willow found me.
But Zora was my mate. He was the one I loved. When Damon was there I took him as my mate.

It seems we both lost our love to the riumare.
Do you remember what the last wolf looked like?
And he is my love the light wolf is, he discarded his name. I just wish I knew why or what he is now.

The wolf looked a lot like you.
He was white.
In the rain the blood washed away leaving stained fur.
The front paws were always a crimson red.
I wish I knew his name.
Did I tell you I was hurt? If not I was and was bleeding.
He cleaned it up for me.

*stands and streaches*
Sometimes I wonder what it is like to be a riumare.
What it is like to do that.
What goes through the head.
Maybe I would understand what went through the last wof's head.
And why he saved me.

*face falls a bit*
It was him...

Being riumare is.....strange. It is very strange.
It all depends on how much control you have.
*eyes darken, paws are suddenly blodstainded*
*eyes return to normal, blood disappears*
Its all about control.

*cocks head to side unfased by blood*
Who was he Chaos?
You seem to know.

The light wolf has a name among the starwolves.
Enigma.

He was the only other riumare I had met who cared enough to get control so that he wouldnt hurt the innocent. I havent seen him for a long time.

Enigma?
Why?